May 2013
7 posts
“Perhaps I can offer some advice? …You know, Tohru-kun, when you get anxiety...”
– Shigure Sohma (Fruits Basket)
How do people get to know people in real life?
whitmerule:
No, seriously. How do people do that?
How do you make small talk that actually means something? How do you fill the blanks when you don’t know what to ask and you don’t actually know the other person well enough to care? How do you get to the point where you actually can care? because I just don’t get that.
April 2013
3 posts
rain-and-requiem:
All I want is a third season of Kimi to boku. I really miss its characters.
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Whew that was a long day. I’m so glad it’s over. It was kinda fun actually. I guess, as fun as a family get together can be. I’m ready to get into my warm bed. Good night everyone, I hope your Easter went well :)
March 2013
10 posts
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WHAT!? I’m actually posting something!? Yes my dears, I am. You know why? Because it’s Easter. That means another family get together.
If you read my posts from the Christmas times you’ll know how hard of a time I had with all those family get togethers. I’m being optimistic this time. We won’t be there that long because I have school the next day. I love school...
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February 2013
6 posts
“That we′re together, that we′re not alone, is what makes us fearless. Never! Not...”
– JYJ (via soulsmelody)
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Kim Jaejoong you make me crazy. I’m going to go crazy and it’s all your fault. How can one person be so wonderful? You set my standards for a man way too high. WHY ARE YOU SO ADORABLE!?????
January 2013
6 posts
tranquilflower:
My old therapist told me that she wished that all the lonely, depressed, socially awkward etc. people could meet up and just have fun. I wish that too.
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Here are some random thoughts for today.
1. Jaejoong’s new music video is freaking amazing!!!! I love how it’s got a nice rock feeling to it. It’s definitely Jae-rock, which I now deem a genre of it’s own. Jaejoong is so good looking. It should actually be illegal to look that good. You’re very dangerous Jaejoong.
I couldn’t find a good gif for it :(
2. My...
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My second semester of college started today. I am so tired. The kind of tired where you don’t feel like doing anything. My schedule is much more hectic this semester than the last. It’s not so much that the classes are harder, so much as there’s a lot more work to do all at one time, thus making it harder.
I’m going to be getting a lot of exercise this semester....
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Sooooo I called my college and got enrolled in the second semester of Korean. I spent the entire day stressing over it until I finally just got fed up with myself. Once I hit call and the lady picked up, it was super easy. Just like last time, I got all anxious over nothing. Typical me.
However, I am so glad that’s over. The amount of relief I feel is amazing. That’s the only...
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Anxiety. SO MUCH ANXIETY. I have been anxiety ridden this entire Christmas break. I don’t feel like I’ve relaxed at all. Two major things that have been causing me anxiety all break are about to happen. One of those things is an eye appointment next week. I hate the eye doctor with a passion. They shine all those bright lights in your eyes and pretty much blind you. I HATE IT. The...
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Finally! I have hit 90 followers!!!! Thank you all so much for following me! I love you all <3333 I never thought I would ever have this many. I am very thankful.
I know I may write some crazy stuff, but I’m glad you guys stick with me through it all. I really love having this Tumblr and it helps me so much to write down my thoughts. I would go insane if I let them all build up in...
December 2012
20 posts
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I survived the worst of the two days. It was a LONG day. Today was even longer than those 12+ hour days at school. It was not easy, but I did make it. I won’t bother going into details, because I don’t feel like typing it all. I am exhausted. I want to get into my bed under my warm blankets and sleep. Dang, socializing really is an exhausting task. My family can socialize a lot...
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So I think I found the cause of all of my excessive anxiety lately. It’s all of these family gatherings. I have two more, one tomorrow and then the next day. The one tomorrow I am just dreading like you would not believe. You know how introverted people need time to recharge? I have had no time to recharge. I hate it when my normal schedule gets messed up, it throws everything off. I...
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Warning this post will be random.
Two posts in one day? Yes, that’s right, because I’m bored and cold. Cold because my heater refuses to come on. No matter how much I beg or plead. No matter how much I shiver. It still stays off. I wish I could force it to turn on, but I can’t.
I’m bored because there’s no anime to watch. No new episodes come out till...
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You know what I love? I love leaving a series for a while and then coming back to it. I like to obsess over different series on a cycle. I obsess over a series, get enough of it, go to another series, and so on. Eventually the cycle repeats itself and I end up at a series I started with. For instance, I love Kuroshitsuji, I obsessed over it for a while. I still love it, and I kept reading it,...
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I finished Chuunibyou demo Koi ga Shitai! and let just say a few things about it. First of all, it was AMAZING. I loved every second of it. If you haven’t seen it, I highly recommend you do.
I have eighth grade syndrome. I’ve had it for a long time. I even had it way before the 8th grade. I’ve always been imagning things and making up my own fantasy worlds. Let’s face...
I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas. My Christmas was all in all good. I got to spend time with my family and get presents, it was nice. I do always enjoy Christmas. It actually snowed today and I didn’t get to see it, which made me very sad. I wanted to watch it snow on Christmas. Me and my family went down to my grandparents farm and it didn’t snow down there. When we came...
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I finally finished Coffee Prince!!!!! SO HAPPY!!! I can now resume my life again! That was such a good drama. I do wonder why dramas tend to have time gaps where one of the people have to leave? Boys over flowers had one too. I guess they like to make the couple have a really happy reunion at the end.
Anyways…
It’s currently Christmas right now, as of 26 minutes ago. I had an...
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Guys remember when I said I was tired and was going to find something to watch. Well I did find something to watch. Something amazing. Something I now can not stop watching. I started watching a korean drama called Coffee Prince. It is so good! I’m a little ways into episode 11 and there are 17 episodes total. I didn’t expect it to be this good. A good korean drama can really...
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Happy Birthday Ukitake!
Guys do you know what today is? I bet you don’t. Today is Ukitake’s birthday!
Everyone is so obsessed with this whole world ending thing that they seemed to have forgotten about it. Well I for one haven’t! This is a very important day. Ukitake, I know times are tough in soul society right now, but don’t lose faith. Keep on going and warming the world with your kind...
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My brother said he was going to have one friend over, which I didn’t like, but I was going to deal with it. You can imagine how shocked I was when the doorbell rang and another one of his friends was there. I was upstairs while this was happening. The very place my brother and his friends were going to be. I quickly grabbed my phone and manga and ran downstairs as fast as I could. My hair is...
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I’m so tired. It’s not even 10pm yet and I’m already wanting to go to sleep. I keep thinking about doing different things like reading some manga or drawing, but I’m too tired to even do that. I wish I had a good video game to play.
I was editing this video for the majority of they day and it’s not working at all. It’s exhausting to work on something and...
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Tomorrow I will finally be 19. I’m ready for it, I’m tired of being 18. The older I get the more I want a boyfriend. I feel like I’m wasting my time alone when I could be spending it happily with someone. I want to enjoy my young life with someone else. I’ll just have to wait until I find him, which I hope is soon. All fingers crossed.
Onto another topic, today my...
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Isn’t it just the greatest thing ever when you’re sitting quiety minding your own business and an anxiety attack just hits you out of no where. Seriously where do these things come from? GO AWAY NO ONE INVITED YOU TO THE PARTY.
ughhh that was terrible
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I made it! The dreaded day has ended! Now all I have left is my history final and then Christmas break here I come!
However, I must say the lack of anime and free time is getting to me. I need to go outside and run around or something. I hate being stuck inside for so long. If only it wasn’t 9pm and 34 degrees outside I would do just that. I need something to clear my head.
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FIGHTING!
Tomorrow is the dreaded day. I discussed it more indepth in the last post, so if you’re interested in the details read that. In exactly one hour I will be turning on hard core study mode. I’ll be studying my Korean with a few youtube breaks inbetween. I gotta give my brain a break every now and then. They’ll be very small breaks though. It’s almost 2pm right now, so at...
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Despite the whole bath and body works thing and youtube changing it’s layout once again (seriously stop it), one good thing did happen today. I GOT PHOTOSHOP BACK!!!!
I missed you soooo much!
I lost photoshop due to my computer dying last year. I haven’t used it in so long. I’ll have to learn how to do everything again, which is never fun, but at least I got it back. Now I...
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Story Time With Shini: Brownies
Allow me to tell you a sad story.
Bath and body works sends me emails everyday. They really want my money. They keep having these amazing sales, but I keep resisting. Today I got anothe sale email. Today they were giving you a free brownie gift box with your order, buy 3 get 3 free body care and 1$ shipping. I couldn’t resist that. I mean come on, free brownies.
When I woke up...
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Studying, so much Studying
I was under the impression that my Korean final was next Wednesday. I thought I had plenty of time to study for it. However, it would seem I got my history and korean finals dates mixed up. What’s funny is that there’s a sticky note on my computer that says the dates. I see it everyday. I didn’t even realize it wasn’t on Wednesday till my Korean professor said it was on...
